Monday, October 9, 2006

Or is it just a full moon?

Apparently, I say too much (to the wrong people.) I guess I have been purging to you dear internet, and not to the people who matter.

I’ve been told that my thoughts here on this blog are crazy loopy too revealing for some folks. And that the things I spew say have made certain people scratch their head in fear wonder. So, I am holding back editing my thoughts from here on out.

I apologize to the few readers I have collected along the way, but if you find me boring and uninteresting, I understand…You don’t have to come here anymore. I will still be visiting you, (you wonderful writers you) and I hope the few posts I lay out here will be viewed by some. However, I thought I was connecting, on some level with others who seemed to understand me, but the things I say are just too deep for certain people to take and I am beginning to frighten them. The comments alone that are left here by the wonderful people that visit tell me that I am not crazy and that I am not alone, but family others might disagree.

I am not a mental patient. I am just someone trying to figure out this thing called life…and this was a bajillion times cheaper than therapy. I guess, I’ll just have to call my therapist again.

This reminds me of the time when I was 16 and my boyfriend read my personal and innermost secrets in my diary. I flipped, threw it out, and never kept another diary (until now).

See ya ‘round. I'm not giving up...I'm just pissed taking some time to regroup.

***No, no, no Jenny, you gorgeous thing, I am not gone...just re-re-evaluating where I want this blog to take me.

13 comments:

Anonymous said...

What?! Where are you? I'm not liking this at all.

Blogs are a place to totally get naked and reveal all...even the scary. My hubby doesn't like it either but I keep on trucking. Because the therapeutic value that I get out of it helps me be a better person. And a better wife. And a better mother.

Please come back soon.

Anonymous said...

What are you saying? I'm glad you're not gone forever but can't you regroup while still posting your blog? :-)

Anonymous said...

Thank you guys!

I'm still posting. I'm just not gonna include SF/Mista pictures or too much info on them. Paranoia rules in these parts.

Anonymous said...

I'm sad, but I understand.

I have had a very similar conversation (I'm guessing).

Anonymous said...

Is all your old stuff gone?

Anonymous said...

No, my stuff is not gone..they are archived and I placed one post on a page. I deleted some of the more personal posts and pictures.

Anonymous said...

ugh. I hate paranoia. I have had "people" threaten me and tell me things about my blog that I did not like. At one point a lady had me in tears, thankfully J was really supportive.

Sometimes, it is better to be a non-family blog.

I really really hope you are not quitting. You are far from boring and I look forward to posts! The stories and pictures are what make a blog in my opinion.

Sometimes, those who are uninformed on something or just do not understand attack and that sucks!

Hope you can find your balance through all of it :D Hugs

Anonymous said...

ugh. I hate paranoia. I have had "people" threaten me and tell me things about my blog that I did not like. At one point a lady had me in tears, thankfully J was really supportive.

Sometimes, it is better to be a non-family blog.

I really really hope you are not quitting. You are far from boring and I look forward to posts! The stories and pictures are what make a blog in my opinion.

Sometimes, those who are uninformed on something or just do not understand attack and that sucks!

Hope you can find your balance through all of it :D Hugs

Anonymous said...

Phew. Thank goodness.

I need my stinkfoot fix.

Anonymous said...

O boy I just caught up to the posts and I am just getting to the commenting! I cannot believe that u would ever stop blogging. It is therapeutic, who care what that fool might have said! See sh#% like this pisses me off, all of a sudden folks want you to sensor your heart WTF! Hello CONSTITUTION, Jack ass head! F* them Is what I say. and dare some one to say some nore dumb shit about my future in laws! If who ever offended wonder mom i hope u read this if u can! swing past my blog!

Keep blogging J about poop, panties , lost pantiliners and bras and how mista is a magnet for them! My blog sista, and this too shall pass.
Email me if you need to I am here!

Mel

Anonymous said...

The hell? Who cares what anyone thinks?! This is your place to be you, be silly, be nutty...whatever.

Don't make me drive to Long Island and kick your butt! :)

Anonymous said...

So glad you aren't leaving us. I just only recently found you!

oh, and take it from me, no matter what you do or say, someone will have a problem with it, so IMO, you should just use this blog as what it really and truly is- YOUR SPACE. Do you.

Anonymous said...

Just wanted to say I like reading your blog, and if it is therapeutic for you, and you enjoy it, then you should keep on keepin on!!!!!